needless to say that since i last wrote a journal things didn't get any better hince the reason for the long time off. hell, if you thought i sounded depressed than, you should've seen me a few months ago. it was bad. this is the new year however and my resolution for this year is to make it a better one than last.
this year i want to move out on my own, catch up on bills, get in better shape and eat more nutritiously, and i also want to have lasik surgery done. there's other things i want to do this year but i think i rather start small and go from there.
i've been working at a furniture store and i can't think of a better job. im working full-time behind a counter handling transactions. for the most part i do about 2 - 3 hours of work and 5 hours of pure nothingness. for the work im doing, the pay is pretty good. it's kind of far from where i live but I don't mind it. i get to hang in downtown on my way there and it doesn't require that i get up at like 5 in the morning.
the current situation at home is barely being held together by a thin piece of string which can break at any moment. i hope that what i've gone through in the last 7 months has made me stronger for whenever that string breaks again.
i have pictures that need uploading which i will do when i get around to it. i need to find my artistic muse/inspiration before i submit some real art.
that's it for now. if i think of anything else i'll either make another journal or add it to this one.











also, i do need something... i need a BMW M3 any metallic color.
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When all hope is gone; remember that I'm here for you.
"Wailing your sorrow
Is only my way to comfort you" Kamelot.
btw, with any luck *crosses fingers* i'll be working at ACE again.
you should really get online more often too.
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When all hope is gone; remember that I'm here for you.
"Wailing your sorrow
Is only my way to comfort you" Kamelot.
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when i see the birds,,, i feel... i want to fly with them...
to be free...
and can go to anywhere i want to go...
i love birds...
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Chin up, head high, turn and face the world ahead of you...
/sarcasm
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When all hope is gone; remember that I'm here for you.
"Wailing your sorrow
Is only my way to comfort you" Kamelot.
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Chin up, head high, turn and face the world ahead of you...
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